Red

I only see red in this place. I need to beat her at her own game. I am working tonight, and I am going to start coming in two times a week instead of 1. Fuck this shit. I am going back to the way it was. And I will find girls who want to hang out and hit the clubs with me. I am so freaking angry right now I am just waiting for her to say something to me.

She was like, what's wrong? I said, nothing I want to discuss right now (and I was thinking: or in the near future, or EVER). Then she came by and tried to ask what was wrong and give me a hug, I was like, get away from me. I said it a bit more politely though.

Just asked if she's working tonight, she said no. MY GOODNESS. Must be some sort of miracle! She's not working a THURSDAY night?